A journey in awareness.

Awareness is just a state of mind but it can change the world around you or at least it can change the way you look at the world. For some, awareness is simply living in present moment and some think its consciously trying to focus on things.
Today when i got into a rick for my office, i thought of listening to some music but I resisted the idea. When you listen to music, no matter what kind of music, you alienate yourself from rest of the world. I had heard about being in present moment but I wanted to consciously experience it today. I was looking outside at things that were happening around. Within a few minutes, I found all though i went through that road almost every day, there was something new in it. I was just looking around trying not to lose myself in the world of imagination.
I started observing things that were always there, but i never noticed them. My auto stopped at a signal and I was waiting for green signal but it seemed extra slow today. My attention went to a man, sitting on road side with a small bag full of coals beside him and a knife in his hand. He had a stone were he would keep one piece of coal on the stone and cut it into small pieces. While doing so, he kept looking around. He would look to his left and right (as if he is doing something wrong which he don’t want others to see) and then again started cutting coals. I found that weird but kept looking at what he did. Now i was interested in knowing, what was he doing? Suddenly signal went green and we moved on. He was a strange but somewhere down i knew i had got a very unique character which could be used someday in my book. There was an urge in me to write him down, so that i don't forget him but then again a strange thing happened (everything seemed strange) or I should say, a strange thought. If i would write about him now, i would never come to know the right time and the right place to use him. A fear of wasting such a precious character started haunting in my mind. (A roadside man suddenly became a precious character) I decide to leave it. I knew i would forget this character soon but was also confident that my mind would remind me of him at the right time.
I was about to reach office, thinking about everything that happened throughout the journey. When i finally reached, I got down and saw that the meter read 2.10. I asked the auto driver to check what the fair was for 2.10. He looked at me and said rs. 25. While paying i realized once i had paid rs. 25 when the meter read 2.00. So it should definitely be more than that. I asked him to check again to which he showed me the fare card, which confirmed he was right. I cursed other autowalas for charging me more than normal. I gave him the fair and started walking towards my office. While walking I started summarizing everything again, If i would have not decided to stay away from music for in this journey, i would have got irritated the moment auto stopped at signal; The man cutting coal on roadside (a precious character) would have gone unnoticed. A sense of honesty, when i wanted to pay the autowala more (at least i thought what he was asking for was less) and I would be careful next time when ever meter read 2.00.
Wait wait!!!!!
Last but not the least, i would have never written this piece you are reading.

The Raging bull!!!!!

I am Banda, every bull in this town looks up to me with respect and hope. They respect me because I lead them against humans and keep them protected from slavery. There was a time when our ancestors were kept as slaves by humans. They would tie us to one corner and force us to work day and night, rigorously. We survived their beating until one day. It was a day, when bulls all around the globe, took an oath, never to let any species take charge over us. We fought for our freedom. Today we are free, even more intelligent than humans. Our kids graze on fine quality grass, we got our own spa, were war slave humans are made to serve us. My tail stands high in pride to say we are free.
Omg!!!
Didn't even realize when time passed away. I would be dead if I won't reach on time today. She will cut my horns into pieces. Cows can be really dangerous sometimes!!
What??
What are you thinking?
Don't we have any right to fall in love?
We are far better lovers than you humans. You thought us infidelity but since we got freedom, our societies have our own moral values.
Hold on for a second, I got a call. Oh using these touch screen phones are irritating. My hands are not made to use so delicate stuff.
Hello. .
Hey baby. .
Ok
Am on my way, just about to reach. .
Sorry. .
Ok
Sorry
Ok
Sorry
Sorry
Ok
Sorry
Bye. .

What? Don’t look at me like that..
It’s the same story in our world also. Forget it. .
Well its better I go to work now. Elections are on head, I need to save my presidential chair from my rival, lalu the bull. He is trying really hard to win votes by talking more and more on our recent defeats against milkmen. This is something you humans thought us, Dirty politics.
That little illiterate bull, he can't even defeat a calf in one on one war and he thinks he would protect us against humans. No matter how hard he tries, I got a far stronger vote bank than him.
I’ll win over him and will rule once again. . .
Tringg!!!!
Tringg!!!!!
Ttrringggg
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What????.....................What is this?? ………..Where am I???
Who tied me here???? ………… It can't be true. . ………I can't be dreamingg . .
Nooo. . . . . . . Not again . . . !!!!!

Baby that's my style!!!

When I feel lone, it’s the air around you that completes me.
When I feel weak, it’s the air around you that fills me with hope.
When I feel tired it’s the air around you that lifts my spirit.
There is love in the air around you.
All is want is you in every breathe
All I want is you in every breeze that touches my face.
All I want is you in my heart and my gaze,
All I want is you and air around you
In your eyes, I see the love that moves me.
Your smile is gold and it enlightens all the cells in my body.
Your trust is all I need to remove all pain and misery.
With you I have experienced love as never before.
You are filled with beauty, joy and galore.
I wanna touch you today,
I wanna feel you today.
I wanna hold you hold you in my arms today.
You are the cloud of my sky.
You are my beautiful paradise.
I wanna hold you in my arms tonite.
Just you sight is pure delight.
My life is a waste, without any taste.
Mix the sugar of your love.
You are as pure as dove.
When I walk on the streets,
It reminds of your crazy hair streaks,
Even tastier than the ice cream licks
You are even more refreshing than Vicks
Seeing you my day just ticks
My feeling for you is mixed.
I keep looking at your pics
All I need is your smile.
It will take many miles
So what if it take a while.
My love is stronger than porcelain tiles
Baby this is my style.
So what if it makes you wild.
Why are your responses so mild?
You have innocence of a child.
Why are you so wild?
God’s sweet innocent child.
In your love I am tiled.
My sun rises with you.
My moon shines with you.
I love the way you look at me.
Your eyes soo blue.
Why is so, I don’t have a clue.
God know why you stick to me like glue.
In the furthers ocean I see you.
You are lovely but there are lovelier ones too,
You know why I choose you,
Your sisters pretty hot too.
Appreciate me that I choose you.
You take me for granted, I know you do
So what you are rich, I got biceps too.
Your father threatens all the time.
Tell him I don’t care a dime
When we elope that will be the time.
Honey I know you are mine.
Your father is a bloody swine.
I am high all though I don’t drink wine.
It’s the intoxication of your love,
That I experience all the time
Your laughter is like ringing chimes.
Remind me of all are happy times
All the movies we saw at cinemax and movie time.
Argentina’s doing well this time,
We should have our own football time sometime.
We’ll name them after ronaldo and zidane.
Its hard work for you but pleasure is all mine.
I hope you don’t mind.
Bawa and dinesh say love is divine.
We’ve got to red cards, we’ll raise just nine.
I’ll buy a house quite big enough,
For all of us to dine.
Our love is like fine dine
It deepens with the passage of time.
When you move the world stops
When you dance the creation halts
Our love is immortal, our love is pure.
It’s just a matter of time, you’ll know for sure
I have this pain and you are the cure
Your fingers are soo pretty,
How often do you go for manicure?
Laugh baby laugh…
For me just once please laugh!
I want you to be my better half
My love for you is like a cow to its calf
I tell you my love is true,
But you claim its bluff
I am pretty intelligent you know,
But just with women, I can be a ruff
For our honeymoon we’ll go to Honolulu
We’ll swim in the ocean,
So blue, so blue
I’ll keep the sharks and crocodiles away from you.
Any ways I bet they wouldn’t be able to digest you
I like those pretty friends of yours, we’ll take them too
But baby, the focus will remain you.
I promise I’ll be there for you
Your sweetness has no bound
All my life I can keep doing your rebound
But I wish you made fewer sound.
Off late why have you gained a few pounds?
Sometimes I should be frank
You often treat me like a free money bank
Keeping that aside, I will always be on your side
Your love is like ocean tide.
Let’s finish this poem, it’s time to dine.
I hope you are always mine.
There will come a time, when we will find
There are no words to rhyme……

Hey it’s me . . . Your charger. .

Remember me . . .no?
Hmmm seem your cell phones are still energetic. But i am pretty sure you'll search for me very soon. Well i can say that from the way you are using your cell. . . Listening blues while your brain going numb.
Talking to your girl. . Or better say. . Just listening to what she has to say. . Rather complain. . . hmmm….Gosh. . Am soo smart. . Still.... you ignore me and forget me at the socket, while my long tail hanging all the way to floor. .at least switch the button off YOU DEVIL. . I wish someday, someone stick you to electric current and forget to turn it off . . . but why would god listen to me, a black little box. . I can't bribe him with garlands and sweets. .like you corrupt humans do. .you people bribe everyone . . . From human cops and those immortal cops sitting up there. . . .

Why are you smiling?
Do i talk joke?? . . huh…you liar… When you made me, you promised me equal importance with the phone. You sold me with that phone. .but now, look what is happening. . That phone enjoys different cloths. . Raincoats during rainy reason. . He gets to hear all the latest music. . You take him places. . Leaving me in dark room. . Crying in misery. . Everytime someone enters the room, a new hope races through my tail. . Thinking of the possibility that while turning on the light and fan button someone might notice my button is on. . Someone might notice that current is still running inside my body and switch the button off. Things get even worse when i am forced to charge other phones. When i am forced to be disloyal to my real partner. All i can do is wait for my phone to come to me. . . After all the longing what i get is my phone. . . In a weak state. . Who can't even open his eyes without my support. I feel so complete. . So immensely powerful when my phone completely surrender itself to me......i become the source that keeps him alive...oohh it gives me heavenly pleasure…
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Wait a minute. . What’s happening? stop pulling me. . Oh you little son of a devil. . Sttopp you little kid. . Hey someone please take that kid away from me. . Ask him to stop pulling me down. . Hey kid. . Your daddy didn't teach you manners huh... . You devil. . . Get your hands off my tail. . Help. . . Help. . . . Heeelllpppp. . . .

In this rain . .

I am stuck, in this rain and your thoughts.
Don't know what holds me back here. .
watering clouds or your love.
i fear of getting drenched in the drops of your love.
i fear of drowning in your thoughts
Sometimes i feel this rain is better than your love.
Atleast it don't burn me inside out.

Air around you.

When i feel lone, its the air around you
that completes me.

When ever i feel weak, its the air around you
that fills me with hope.

When ever i feel tired, its the air around you
that lift my spirit.

There is love in the air around you.
All i want is you, in every breath that i breath.
All i want is you, in every breeze that touch my face.
All i want is you, in my heart.
All i want is you and the air around you.

future is changing???

Destiny in simple words is what is going to happen in future. Future includes the very next moment as well as the next decade. So what exactly happens in this future? And who controls it? Is it written somewhere or is predetermined? Some people believe it is predetermined and was written even before we were born. Some say Mr. Chitragupt writes our future on the basis of our past life karmas. Well than how many chitragupt are present up there to write the future of 650 billion people, which is increasing every moment. Even while I am writing this and you are reading this. Isn’t it more believable that the person who writes our future is none other than us. I write my destiny whereas you write yours. Simple, isn’t it?
But you will ask…I never wrote about me. I never wrote bad things about my life, but still bad incidence occur in my life. Well, I will say, may be you did write it yourself. Future is very dynamic. It changes every second, every moment and every breath you and I take. But how, is the question still not answered. Right??
It changes every time you take a decision for yourself. Every time you think something new and different for your life, your future changes.
Now imagine a very simple scenario. Where you are in a closed room on a sunny day. Sleeping on your couch and the room fan is off. You are feeling the heat and are sweating but you are too lazy to get up and turn on the fan. The more time you spend that way, the more you sweat. Now you finally decide that you have to turn on the fan, so you get up and turn it on, slowly the place gets cooler and you feel more comfortable. Now go back and think what happened, you’ll find that your decision to get up and turn on your fan changed your future. You changed your future. If you would not have taken any decision, your future would have been completely different i.e. sweaty and uncomfortable.
If you are not satisfied with what you just got, take a decision for your life. Your future will not change until you yourself try to change it. This power is within you!!
Just remember,
Every decision of your life, changes your future!!!

Sound of your heart!!!

Sound of your heart.

When i walk on the streets
When no way seems right.
When i feel so lost
Its the sound of your heart that helps me go on.

When i play my guitar
Every cord that i hit seems crying
No tune make sense to me
Its the sound of your heart that helps me sing.

Can't you hear the sound of my heart when i am with you.
Can't you hear the sound of my heart when i call you.
can't you hear the sound of my heart when it misses you.
Don't say you can't
Oh you can't.

Just a smile!!!!

Just a smile. . . .

Every morning when we awake, all we need is just a smile to begin with.
Every time we look in the mirror, all we need is just a smile to reassure everythings fine.
Every time we meet a loved one, all we need is just a smile to say, "we love them!"

Every time we meet a stranger, all we need is just a smile to make them ours.
Every time we fall,all we need is just a smile to accept it and move on.

All we need is just a smile to live.

All we need is just a smile to bring love.

All we need is just a smile to make the world beautifull.

All we need is just a smile to bring peace to the entire human race.

All we need is a just smile to reach the divine.

All we need is a just smile, so please smile.